Liking someone is really like taking a rollar coaster ride. When he replies u, you get so happy. What if he doesn't reply you? U will be super down. I really dunno wat is on his mind. Does he really like tat girl? I dun wan know. Am i expecting too much? Texting him doesnt means that i like him? Should i believe anot? He makes me feel so happy. I really liked him? What if all these only last for one month only, just like the last time? Dear _____, can u please tell me what u are really thinking about? 

I am despo now, i admit tat. Haishh. I dun care le lah! I miss wenting so much sia! NO one talk to me sia. T.T I dunno how to tell her about this. What if she is gonna be angry? I only can accept it? I feel so vicious and bitchy of myself.