I waited and waited. But nothing from you came. So, from today onwards, nothing will come from me anymore. Its so tiring. I cannot wait and i wont. Tomorrow a brand new day, a brand new me without you.

While i was waiting for the bus, thoughts flooded my mind. Flashbacks of you came. The times we had in the school bus, the push and pull, little puppy love that seemed so fun and carefree in primary schools. Hahaha... I remembered all of them. xD You may be surprised but you are the first one to touch my heart. The first time i felt    
of puppy love, the instinct of searching for you in school, peeking at you through the window to yours across, the times our eyes met and the excitement to rush to hop onto the school bus just to see you. That was how i really felt. I still remember how awkward to sit beside you. I loved it actually. ^^ Hahahaha. :P The times we went malacca was really fun. Although we were in different classes, that trip allowed me to see you more. :D At that time, i took like for love. Now thinking about it again, it is just a beautiful memory. Probably you are the first that did not break my heart. Pure liking. Now that we have separate, the impression is much deeper. 


All i want to say... IH, Thank you so much. There's too much to thank for and i am really grateful for you giving such a lovely childhood. I will miss you and all our memories will be kept in my... heart. <3 ^^

You are just a two-faced hypocrite.Coward. So you enjoy backstabbing her in front of me and getting so close to her in her presence ? Oh please, just because she is a potential leader? You try to pull her down by pointing out her weaknesses? You are the one that is despicable. So afraid to offend her? tsk, you are too confident. This is my last time telling you this ; Continue with this attitude, every one will bend to hate you. Including me. Have a problem with me? Tell me in the face, coward. Don't have to vent your anger on facebook and dampen everyone's spirit. Or should i say facebook is the place which can truly show your real side. Don't make up excuses to stay back. Saying to Wait for me? SO FAKE. You just wanted to see him. Just admit it. U say i am fake. U are the one that make me fake. In front of you, i have to fake. Because i know there are too many sides of you. I gotta protect myself too. I will stay far far away from you and reduce the contact we have as much as possible. We go our separate ways and i am too glad.   

Something's choking me. It has locked up all my happiness. What's wrong? I feel so horrible. Wait. Am i too full or something? i think i ate too much! xD oh god, please DONT make me grow fatter !! All things have changed during the holidays. Opinions have changed, my behaviour have changed. So what? I hope that things will be fine.

I have seen it. I really wish you two last long.

Dont worry, im over it. I realized it already. Im long over, i just didnt know. The two of you are so sweet!! I really wish you will last very long!!

Finally, the feeling is gone. It feels so good now. That day that i lived without you has finally come. My burden is gone and i will treat you just like a normal friend now. Last long, jy for your results and be happy always!

Its only just a dream. My priority is my studies, but i know part of me is you. 


SIMI CHICKEN 
SIMI DOG
SIMI LOVE.


It doesnt matter anymore. 


I can ignore this feeling but i can never avoid it.


I am looking forward to the next chapter of my life, without you anymore.


Life still goes on. 


My blue skies are gone. Now are the storms and nightmares starting. Im just too fragile for all this. 


Why is my life such a failure? 


My past will be stuck with you. </3

Okay, this is gonna be a short short post.
One thing,

SCHOOL SUCKS.

I hate waking up so friggin early! ARGH. OKAY IM DONE~ TEEHEE^^

RMB I QOP XINYI AND CHAR'S MILK TEA! NICE!