Trying to forget u, i tried falling for another guy. My motive was accomplished. But, i found out that i liked him much more than i like you. In the end, i get hurt still. He is a very great guy. He is so faithful to her. Im so jealous.     I wanted to be her, knowing that i can never be. I really want a guy like him. So faithful. Everytime i rmb him liking her so deeply, my heart breaks into 2. </3 PAIN. It killed me. I can never be happy ... im selfish. i know tat. But, forgive me. Let me selfish just for once. Wanting to go near you, but i have hesitations. Im afraid i will fall for u really deeply. Im so confused. Giving up is the only option? T.T