When i have all my hopes held high, there is always tat thing tat brings my hopes down. All the way down. Its tiring. Im tired. Life is meaningless for me. I wanna let go of everything. Its just me and me alone. I have no idea which direction to go from now on. Im lost and nobody cares bout me. I dun wan this kind of life anymore. Not anymore. Wad should i do? As for him, i feel confused. I dun rly feel anything much when i thought bout him, but there is still a sign of excitedness and pain. I love him but i hate the pain he gave me. He was such a good guy. But, all was a dream, a fantasy. He wasnt as good as i tot. But, love is blind isnt it? He gave me the reason to not get into a relationship. He gave me tat fear, fear of pain and relationships. Should i thank him for doing this? I wont get into any for i will get reminded of tat pain. Im seriously gonna break down. I have no reason for living on. Help me, Lord.
-lost, confused girl.
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